Ralph is starting to get on my nerves and bother me more more. Since he is the leader he thinks he can control everyone and tell them what to do. I wonder if sometimes Jack would be a better leader. One of the littluns recently went missing. The boy with they mulberry birth mark. He was very important to us because he had dreams about the beastie. When he first told us we did not listen or pay a lot of attention but now that he is missing I think we should have paid more attention to what he had to say. There really could be a beastie that he was warning us about but Ralph didn’t seem to care. Not only are the littluns afraid when they have to go to sleep I am too. I am afraid that the beastie is going to come out of the water at night and attack us. Jack does not seem to be worried at all. He is too busy hunting. With ralph bossing everyone around and Jack hunting nonstop it is almost like I am the leader. I am the only one trying to make things work. In Jacks defense the littluns really need meat, because the fruit has not been agreeing with their stomachs. So when he found the pig and gather a lot of people to help him kill the pig that was a good thing but the fire then went out… I became very frusturated because a ship came by but there was no smoke. I think Jack realizes that taking the gaurds away from the fire was not very smart but we did need meat.. And we cannot have the best of both worlds.